It was really okay for most of the papers. And well, the greatest disappointment would chemistry and probably emaths. Yeah, I still can't do the dumb 3D question.
The past months was really a truamatic period for me; to get over the disappointment of the prelims and aim to silence all my critics. I'd say, the critics may well be silenced but hey, I hope this nagging feeling about not making it into a good JC doesn't come true. So welcome to the blog of a typical Singaporean teenager over-loaded with worries over results.
Actually, the second the last paper ended, I wasn't filled with as much relief as I thought I would feel. Maybe it's because of how I somehow fumbled over the last hurdle, or it could be that after countless nights studing up late (and it really was late), it had fitted inself comfortably into my life scheldue. Which kinda explains why I'm up this late blogging, despite having a grand total of four and a half hours of sleep in two days. Well well, looks can be a deception.
I realised I can't really do without blogging, since I expressed myself more clearly in written language than verbally. So much thoughts, but so little people to relate to. If there's a chance to, you'll be surprised how "constrained" I hold myself in the real world, with all these emotions swirling around.
Therefore, the reason behind this recent revival is presented right before you. (:
Now that exams are over, there's so much I want to do. Language courses, new skills and opening up more to people and befriending them in the process. I'll do what I can to salvage what I left behind before the exmas, and yeah, hopefully, you'll see a 'new' me.
I've got some plans in the upcoming holidays which most probably include the first three months of next year. For one, I'll strive harder to improve on my guitar. And, I wonder where I could take French lessons.
Well, like what yixuan said, there's time to concentrate on youtube now. I'm an anime freak, I bet you don't know that too.
posted by cigarettelove @ 10:36 AM
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